1. |
Trapped
04:24
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My thoughts are killing me
I'm suffocating from the hurt they bring
As the walls keep closing in
I'm broken than I've ever been
Can't you see I'm trapped...inside....my mind?
Can't you see I'm trapped...inside...my mind?
I'll never feel sane again
Confined to walls inside my head
It's too tight, I can't get out
It's too late to leave now
I don't feel love
I don't feel joy
I feel sorrow
Which fills the void
Can't you see I'm trapped...inside...my mind?
Can't you see I'm trapped...inside...my mind?
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2. |
Dead Inside
05:20
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As I drown in the abyss
I'm so lost and so hopeless
All my dreams are now amiss
How did things end like this?
When the darkness still remains
The treacherous pain won't fade away
I'll feel tomorrow what I felt today
As a broken soul in dismay
These scars will symbolize
The agony of a cynical mind
Because now I'm empty, destroyed, and dead inside
It is now time to face
All the anguish
I can't erase
I shall suffer in solitude
Endure the angst I've accrued
Sometimes your heart is left to die...
And sometimes you're left all alone...
IN THE COLD!
When the darkness still remains
The treacherous pain won't fade away
I'll feel tomorrow what I felt today
As a broken soul in dismay
These scars will symbolize
The agony of a cynical mind
Because now I'm empty, destroyed, and dead inside
When the darkness still remains
The treacherous pain won't fade away
I'll feel tomorrow what I felt today
As a broken soul in dismay
These scars will symbolize
The agony of a cynical mind
Because now I'm empty, destroyed, and dead inside
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3. |
The Unlovable
04:37
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There is no connection
Why is this curse on me?
Tormented by the beliefs
I won't stop believing
You'll never see what I see
You'll never feel what I feel
Your perception is flawed
'Cause I know this is real
I know I can't have you
It's too good to be true
I know that you don't want me
There is no fairytale ending
I know I can't have you
It's too good to be true
I know that you don't want me
There is no fairytale ending
What I crave
Can't exist anyway
I walk this path alone
Because it's what I know
Isolated by day
Plagued by the night
With defunct fantasies
There's no hope in sight
I know I can't have you
It's too good to be true
I know that you don't want me
There is no fairytale ending
They say I'm delusional
They think I'm astray
I can't have intimacy
Somethings don't ever change
Blinded by affection they always receive
They'll never understand this can't be given to me
I know I can't have you
It's too good to be true
I know that you don't want me
There is no fairytale ending
I know I can't have you
It's too good to be true
I know that you don't want me
There is no fairytale ending
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4. |
No Words
04:21
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It's getting late
I'm still wide awake
I'm thinking about the times that you smiled and cried
You've been gone for far too long
It's to quiet in this room...
I never heard you speak
I never saw you bloom
Now you're so far away
So far gone
Days are turning into weeks
Weeks are turning into months
I wonder about what became of you
How many words would you speak to me today?
It's getting cold in here...
I never heard you speak
I never saw you bloom
Now you're so far away
So far gone
So far away
So far
So far away
So far...
Gone...
I never heard you speak
I never saw you bloom
Now you're so far away
So far gone
It's getting late
I'm still wide awake
I'm thinking about the times that you smiled and cried
You've been gone for far too long
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5. |
Bitter Days of Solitude
05:12
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Times like these imprison me
From a future I'll never see
Solitude is a friend
When these days never end
When I felt restrained
I tried to escape
When I felt the pain
I went insane
These are my bitter days
Where agony is here to stay
I'm starting to disintegrate
As I'm left to decay
Times like these never leave
Brighter days won't conceived
Sorrow is what I know
When these moments are enclosed
When dark forces grew
They bloomed from what my wounds
When the anguish came it never away
These are my bitter days
Where agony is here to stay
I'm starting to disintegrate
As I'm left to decay
These are my bitter days
Where agony is here to stay
I'm starting to disintegrate
As I'm left to decay
These are the bitter days of solitude...
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6. |
Embrace The Hate
04:55
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Bitterness passes through a system
This sickness is taking over
Spreading like a virus that kills
Hands clench
Frustration flows
Blood boils
Anger overloads
EMBRACE THE HATE!
I embrace the hate
I accept this fate
Where I play a fucking twisted game
To try and sense some love but I don't!
These emotions have taken over
My brain is filled with pessimistic imagery
Serotonin declines
Happiness decomposed
Bad thoughts arise
Resentment grows
Affection is what I need
No no no
Love is what I need
NO NO NO!
EMBRACE THE HATE!
I embrace the hate
I accept this fate
Where I play a fucking twisted game
To try and sense some love but I don't
EMBRACE THE HATE!
I embrace the hate
I accept this fate
Where I play a fucking twisted game
To try and sense some love but I don't
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7. |
She Vanished
04:38
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10 PM I'm walking away
From the thing I wanted most
I won't forget the sparkles in her eyes
Or the green she wore as I start to cry
I'm pulled in by the way
She tempts me with her beauty and the way she communicates
I've never known this song and dance
Under the spell I've become entranced
Under the spell I've become entranced...
She's now vanished into the night
A short lived memory is what lives in my mind
She now has left my empty life
That's when I forced to say goodbye
1 AM I feel so alone
A dopamine crash is upon me
To stay sane I play pretend
Because I never wanted this to end
She faded away, without a peep
I think of the only time we met , as I'm falling asleep
I wanted her affection, I wanted all her love
I shouldn't feel this strongly, I can't help what my heart does
I can't help what my heart does...
I can't help what my heart does...
She's now vanished into the night
A short lived memory is what lives in my mind
She now has left my empty life
That's when I forced myself
To say goodbye
10 PM I'm walking away
From the thing I wanted most
I won't forget the sparkles in her eyes
Or the green she wore as I start to cry
She's now vanished into the night
A short lived memory is what lives in my mind
She now has left my empty life
That's when I forced myself
To say goodbye
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8. |
Flesh Prison
05:45
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A neurotic disgrace
Misunderstood and misplaced
Too ugly too embrace
Forever stuck in this place
Locked in by design
I can't be molded to fall in line
Thrown aside by the masses
I stay authentic
And get rejected
A neurotic disgrace
Misunderstood and misplaced
Too ugly too embrace
Forever stuck in this place
A neurotic disgrace
Misunderstood and misplaced
Too ugly too embrace
Forever stuck in this place
Locked in by design
I can't be molded to fall in line
Thrown aside by the masses
I stay authentic
And get rejected
A neurotic disgrace
Misunderstood and misplaced
Too ugly too embrace
Forever stuck in this place
Locked in by design
I can't be molded to fall in line
Thrown aside by the masses
I stay authentic
And get rejected
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9. |
Null & Void
05:10
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I'm sitting all alone, in the dark
Reflecting on emptiness in my heart
Love is such a dangerous game
A slow suicide that will only bring pain
To them I'm null & void
So meaningless
I'm so lonely
I feel despair
There's no affection here
It's so hard to walk away
When you don't want these moments to fade
everything is turning black
Now there is no going back
To them I'm null & void
So meaningless
I'm so lonely
I feel despair
There's no affection here
Romance is an aborted dream...
Poisoning my self-esteem
Where would I be?
If only I could see
That within time
There would be hope for me?
To them I'm null & void
So meaningless
I'm so lonely
I feel despair
There's no affection here
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As the seasons change
I recall the time we first met
It was a time I could never forget
As you stared across the room from a distance
I'm so sorry if I let you down
I'm sorry I didn't stick around
I didn't want to go away but I knew that this was not okay
I know what's very saddening are these very distant memories
Your heart was left in the coffin
Stitched up on the sides
With your name on it
Your heart was left in the coffin
It was so bright and so red
I want to feel it beat again
As the night sets in
I go for a drive downtown
And reminiscence of when
We use to walk these streets at 2 AM
And all the words I said to you
I meant
Annihilated on a battlefield
The death of this love is certainly real
Self-loathing emotions are kicking in
Because love is a war I'll never win
Love is a war I'll never win...
Your heart was left in the coffin
Stitched up on the sides
With your name on it
Your heart was left in the coffin
It was so bright and so red
I want to feel it beat again
Tick-tock tick-tock
The time passes by
Tick-tock Tick-tock
I want to die
I can't stop the rain
I can't numb your pain
But please don't run away
This life is insane
It can't be tamed
But please don't run away
I can't stop the rain
I can't numb your pain
But please don't run away
This life is insane
It can't be tamed
But please don't run away
Your heart was left in the coffin
Stitched up on the sides
With your name on it
Your heart was left in the coffin
It was so bright and so red
I want to feel it beat again
So bright and so red
I want to feel it beat again
Oh yes...
I want to feel it beat again!
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Diseased Entity Albuquerque, New Mexico
Diseased Entity is an Industrial-dance, EBM, and Darkwave project from the mind of Spencer Pellegrino. From gritty beats to lush soundscapes, Diseased Entity creates a very unique style of electronic music.
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